Untitled.

I want to hear
All the things
I know for a fact
You wont ever say.

I want to know,
That you could
Possibly miss me
A hell of a lot more
Than I miss you.

Yet I'm smarter than that.
You don't care, not a bit.
You're more than long gone
And out of my reach.

But, how is it, that no matter
How hard I try and no matter
What I do, everything seems
To lead back to you?

You're a million miles away,
Yet still manage to drive me
Crazy with confusion of what
I should do, Where I should go...

I'm nothing but a silly
Broken hearted girl
Who needs to open her eyes
And get on with life as if...

As if nothing happened...
As if you were never here...
Yet I can't...

I won't ever know why...
Just that it is what it is.
I guess you're just that
One boy I wont ever
Get over..no matter
How hard I try...

I'm not entirely sure
How much longer I
Can pull it off...
Pretending I'm fine,
And nothings wrong.

It's there, if you look hard enough.
Hidden in my eyes, somewhere,
The desperation of forgetting...
What it is that I once felt.
That I can no longer feel.

Then again, I'm nothing
But a broken hearted girl
Who needs to open her eyes
And get on with life.